Aparājita: The Undefeatable One
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Summary
In today’s episode of the Benjamin Pritchard Comedy Podcast: Dispatches from Krishna Consciousness, Benjamin introduces the next chapter of a memoir he describes as autobiographical magical realism—a blend of lived experience, spiritual symbolism, and literary storytelling. Inspired by writers such as Hunter S. Thompson, Truman Capote, and the magical realism of One Hundred Years of Solitude, the memoir explores everyday life through the lens of Krishna consciousness. The featured chapter centers on the Sanskrit name Aparājita, “the Undefeatable One,” one of the names of Krishna, symbolizing the idea that divine consciousness ultimately cannot be conquered or permanently bound by fear, suffering, or adversity.
The heart of the episode recounts a frightening medical crisis surrounding the birth of Benjamin’s son. Through the perspective of trauma recovery, he describes how memories of the experience continue to surface months later and how writing has become part of the healing process. Rather than presenting the events only as history, he frames them through archetypes drawn from the Bhagavatam, the Bhagavad Gita, mythology, literature, and popular culture. Figures such as Narasimha, Gandalf, Bran Stark, and even Rick Sanchez become symbolic ways of expressing courage, protection, sacrifice, and the struggle between fear and hope when life feels overwhelming.
Throughout the story, Benjamin reflects on the Vaishnava idea of Krishna’s divine līlā—the mysterious unfolding of events that may appear chaotic from a human perspective but can still contain meaning. He explains how, during moments of crisis, spiritual stories served as an interpretive framework, helping him see the experience not simply as random suffering but as part of a larger spiritual journey. He also discusses the famous verse quoted by J. Robert Oppenheimer, “I am Time, the destroyer of worlds,” as an example of how the Bhagavad Gita speaks to moments that seem almost impossible to comprehend through ordinary reasoning alone.
The episode concludes by looking toward the future. Benjamin explains that the trauma has motivated his family to begin a new chapter by selling their Ohio home, traveling to Russia to spend time with his wife’s family, and ultimately relocating to the West Coast. He speaks of raising his son bilingually, embracing both American and Russian family traditions, and continuing his memoir as a story of healing, resilience, and spiritual growth. The recurring message is that even after profound hardship, life continues to unfold, and every ending can become the beginning of another adventure.
Benjamin closes with the central theme that has guided both his memoir and his podcast: Krishna consciousness is ultimately victorious—not because it prevents every difficulty, but because it offers hope, meaning, and the possibility of inner transformation in the midst of life’s greatest challenges. As always, he ends with the timeless Vaishnava invitation: “Please chant Hare Krishna and be happy.”
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So, I’m working on my Memoir.
[Speaker 1]
Magically realistic. Memoir. Okay, it’s called. I’ve curated a new genre that I’m trying to do. I like Dr Gonzo Hunter S Thompson, who has his own, you know, own style Gonzo of Journalism? And so my thing is, and I also going to say mentioned something about Truman Capote. I think he says like non-fiction fiction.
[Speaker 1]
If you get into that, his books in Cold Blood. So, these guys come up with this. So, mine is called. And then, I’m gonna say one thing. So, 100 Years of solitude was magical realism, obviously. So, my thing, Israel, what I call autobiographical magical realism, which is a perfect way to describe what Krishna Consciousness is, like so it means it’s all real, but it’s kind of like, magically, real, okay.
[Speaker 1]
It’s interesting, we’re gonna talk a lot about that. Because the whole Memoir is the point of the Memoir is to talk about my experiences in Krishna Consciousness. Okay, make a day-to-day experiences of being elevated onto the platform of Krishna Consciousness, just going along through life. Okay, that’s what the Memoir is about, and it’s called for my Memoir anyway.
[Speaker 1]
My Memoir is called relaxing into the coolness of Krishna and Otto. Excuse me, a magically realistic autobiographical Memoir of my Kundalini Awakening. By Benjamin Pritchard, and it starts with me talking about being in cilture in 2011. You know the opening paragraphs? This is a story about love. So anyway.
[Speaker 1]
Right now, I’m actually in trauma counseling. I’m a psychologist who specialize in trauma counseling, and I’m working on. Chapter. Okay, which has a title.
[Speaker 2]
Certain chapter, but
[Speaker 1]
It’s called aphrodite operjeet. And aubergine is one of the primary names of Krishna okay, which describes one of his aspects, which is, it means undefeatable. Christian Consciousness is undefeatable, and you get into all these different, you know, thousand names of vishnu? It’s like, each one of these things could be explored, but opportunity is an important one, and we’ll talk about that.
[Speaker 1]
And why does that relate to trauma counseling? It’s because I’m talking about a real thing, obviously okay. The idea of it is is the Divine leader of Krishna. Even if it’s like, you can watch it on Rick and Morty. It’s funny, like, you get into Rick and Morty. It’s like Rick will go somewhere.
[Speaker 1]
He’s imprisoned or something, but then it’s all part of his plan. And in the end it all, you know, Krishna conscience is like that, except the problem is the the divinely love Krishna when you’re up. When you’re a person, you know, you have a body. If you get killed in that body, it’s all going to be part of the unfolding of it.
[Speaker 1]
But that body is dead. It’s a vehicle, I mean, it’s a thing. And you know? So anyway.
[Speaker 2]
What I’m
[Speaker 1]
Talking about is Opera G chapter called apergy, which is being presented as part of my Memoir as part of my healing process in the form of autobiographical realism, partially because I’m documenting my experience, but secondly, because through my trauma counseling, it’s being fictionalized and written, you know, it’s a lot of what we’re doing is, you know, it’s coming out.
[Speaker 1]
This is four months past what I’m talking about and like, literally, to the day, four months past it, and it’s coming out in dreams and stuff with me and my wife and. You know, we got through the experience that I’m going to be talking about, but unfortunately, like, you know, the trauma of it is a lifelong thing that will take to our graves.
[Speaker 1]
And so it. The actual chapter. Okay, there’s a few different names of this chapter, but it’s just called opergent, but a different thing. A different name of it is called Incarnation. Incarnation of Nara simha avatara. Or another name of it. Why you should not take your dead dog to the hospital?
[Speaker 1]
Okay, being funny. So, here’s what it is. Let’s talk about that. So, Nara simha, okay, Nara simha, is a lion, right, and just briefly. You get into all this stuff. The idea of it is, it’s like Krishna Consciousness. It like it, it like, destroys ignorance. Okay, that’s what it boils down to, because at the end of the day, Krishna is just the real thing.
[Speaker 1]
Then there’s like, you know, his inferior energies, Amaya, which is just all this delusional garbage that we’re trapped in and whatnot. And the idea of the bhagavatam, when you get into it, is you have little ball of Krishna, while Krishna means like little Krishna, like the little, the little boy running around.
[Speaker 1]
And how does this relate to all this? Well, in in those stories when you get into them, like their archetypal ideas. Okay, when on the lightning path, we talk about archetypes, so we have like the new energy archetypes, the Dr sauce Tarik does awesome. I spent like 20 years learning with him, but what else is there that’s different about me and him?
[Speaker 1]
It’s like. Inside me, a real fundamental level from a devotee of Krishna. I love Krishna. Ity is.
[Speaker 1]
Is what we’re talking about. This is just Christmas, so we have all a Christian Avatar. So what happens is is like in the stories. It’s like, vishnu, so you know, Vishnu, so Vishnu is like the, you know, this, you know, Universal mahavishnu, the Supreme form of vishnu. He appears to this woman, and you know, says, you know, I’m incarnating into the world to restored Dharma to your world.
[Speaker 1]
It’s his dream, you know. And here’s what it is. And blah, blah. So, then he does that. And, and he was born, takes the form of balakrishna Bala. Krishna means like little Krishna. And then. So, the story of the bhagatam is, like, the stories of, you know, he goes to friend David.
[Speaker 1]
And it’s like the stories of Krishna being present in our world, and it leads up to the bhagavad-gita before it completes his dissent. So, but the back of the time predates the bike. I mean, it doesn’t predate it, but I mean it like sequentially comes before it. Because Paula Christian is like little Krishna, so anyway, I have a dream like that.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, so my wife’s nine months pregnant and having this baby? First time. And I have this dream. The night before. Caught, you know, and and what it is is like about. It’s about, like, Opera G concept of krishna’s Divine Leela. One of the ways to translate apergy is, like, like we said, undefeatable one, but also it means he who cannot be bound.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, Krishna. Cannot. Krishna Consciousness cannot be bound, just just not possible. But again, we’re talking about is interesting because it’s happening within the context of a physical world and stuff. And so, anyway, what was in the dream was? You are going to be bound. But, and you’ll be okay, sort of, basically.
[Speaker 1]
But the further you get into The Binding, the worse it’s going to be. You’re right, you know, like, and I’m it’s kind of like I was sitting down in this chair, and they’re binding me in. It’s a horrible thing, and on one level, I’m letting them do that. But on a different level, like, as I get more bound in, I can’t escape it.
[Speaker 1]
And if I do Escape it, it’s going to be traumatic. Or, you know, really bad, get really bad. Don’t dream like that, then? What happens? So this retarded lady, okay, just, you know, put obstetrician botch. Is this procedure okay? We won’t get into this, but like to induce labor or somehow middle of the night.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, middle of the night, my wife’s in labor, but it’s kind of like early stage labors called Braxton Hicks, so it’s this thing here you go. Do not go. She’s on the phone with Russia, my wife’s from Russia. Okay and here with with her stepmom, who’s a nurse, and we’re trying to get through it so it gets the point.
[Speaker 1]
We just have to go to this this thing, so take her to the emergency room. Okay. I show up at the emergency rooms, and she is a little bit like loopy. By this point, I’m being funny, but my wife, and you know, I’m just like carrying her in there.
[Speaker 1]
She’s having all this pain. It’s not, we go in there, and I get screaming mad at this f lady because they’re like going, making us go through the insurance, you know, the different stuff. And it’s like, like, woman’s in labor, woman’s in labor, this particular hospital where I am, which I go to.
[Speaker 1]
Because, like I said, don’t take your dead dog there, but I had taken my daughter there a long time ago one time just unrelated 20 years ago and. And in the similar situation, like she had this cute little baby, and she had trouble breathing. And finally, like I, she just got more and more trouble breathing, and when she’s sleeping and stuff.
[Speaker 1]
And, and finally, she gets real, clingy, and I kind of lost my job. This job up in Beachwood, I’m gonna come back to that. About an hour north of us, and it pertains to this story anyway. So, I take her my daughter, Bella, to the hospital nearby. And they’re doing the same thing.
[Speaker 1]
They’re making me go through this Triage, you know, I can’t get any triage, the nurse, or the people at the desk, the f* I got screaming mad. We’re a little bit into it, got screaming mango, storming off my daughter, taking her to this. You know, it’s big f**** nightmare, but I take her to this.
[Speaker 1]
Her lips are turning blue. I can see a bit vaguely. Your f* lips are turning blood your little. My little daughter, you know, she’s two years old or whatever, 18 months old at the time, go screaming at all these. F* idiots and I take her to this other hospital, which is a better hospital and in Summit County, but you know, I took her to.
[Speaker 1]
One gets nearby, but I took her to a different one. And the, you know, a similar thing, but I’m screaming, and they get like talking to a physician. He’s looking at the f thing. They get an emergency thing. Pretty, they kept your help here, but they get this guy over there who’s like a throat, no specialist.
[Speaker 1]
And they do this emergency thing where they like trim back their tonsil. Okay, some horrible thing we’re infected, and she couldn’t breathe well, so I had that experience with this local hospital. The local hospital is in a place called Ravenna. Okay, it pertains to this story because my wife is this nightmare white trash nightmare next to us.
[Speaker 1]
Like, literally, but you know, we’re at Kent State. We’re right. Next to that, is this Ravenna? So we always make jokes about it, like demon Ravenna, you remember ravana from the Ramire? So, one of the names of this chapter is defeat defeat of, you know, demon ravana? By incarnation of, you know, narasimha, Avatar?
[Speaker 1]
So anyway. I’m in the emergency room, screaming and yelling at this f* psych nurse. I didn’t know she’s a psych nurse, and you know, a lot of stuff you hear me say, I might be being mad or politically incorrect, whatever? So this f* psych nurse that we’re going to be talking about.
[Speaker 1]
I have a personal life hatred to this woman, and that’s going to come across in the way I’m talking about her, and I apologize, you know, in advance, just the way that it is, though. So, how would I describe this? B, well, first of all she has resting b face okay.
[Speaker 1]
When we’re talking, this is probably around pushing six in the mornings. By this, when we show up, so she, you know, in her defense, if you could, she has any defense you? You could say that, you know, she had worked all night, you know, deals with a lot of f, you know, problems, because there’s this, you know?
[Speaker 1]
Additional corruption in this place in the whole city called ravana Nirvana. She’s part of it and what it boils down to. Is that a lot of times they’ll like a rest? There’s always f idiots running the streets on fennel. They bring them into the hospital, and they go through this real, expensive procedures and Bill them, you know, figure out the best way to do insurance because they have to figure out how much money they can extract, you know, out of them.
[Speaker 1]
They’re going through this process, so she’s involved in all that, and she’s conflicted. The other reason she’s conflicted because she’s African-American. It’s what I’m saying, like, it’s like, you’re, you know. As you know, a certain extent like, it’s like, if you criticize, you know, the Jewish, you know, that’s?
[Speaker 1]
You, the Orthodoxy of the Holocaust, or whatever with a non-traditional. It’s considered this horrible thing the same way, like no one, could possibly say anything wrong about a black woman, but no. From my perspective, the f*** b* is a Karen. Does that mean, remember, they have entitled white women.
[Speaker 1]
This is way worse because it boiled down to. It’s like this woman part of her is, you know, part of her is really educated, and she’s a, you know, LPN, or something can prescribe psych meds. Even she kind of, you know, almost a doctor, but she’s not quite a doctor.
[Speaker 1]
She deals all these psychos. And she’s in a resting. B**** face and she worked all night, you know, Etc. She perceives me as some raving lunatic, which I was a raving lunatic show up, but my wife is kind of going in and out of Consciousness, sort of. Turns out she had preeclampsia when I.
[Speaker 1]
That’s why it didn’t tell that part, but like, like, I said, we’re on the phone with our primary care physician, this other woman from. From Russia, her stepmom and, and, you know, they saying, something’s crash? I was really wrong. It’s this actual physiological emergency, my wife’s trying to say no, it’s too early.
[Speaker 1]
I just basically carry her, right? Because I’m, like, EMT guy, I’m an EMT train. So, the point. It’s like, yeah, just over with. I’m carrying you, you know, she lost her balance. All this stuff, we get an emergency room, these f retards in the Triad, you know, I can’t get a tree.
[Speaker 1]
I don’t mean that, you know, in, in the in the intake, you know, in the waiting area. I’m like, help help women in labor woman in labor. They’re going through through. Insurance, they won’t. I’m gonna give us a physician only talk to me. This f psych nurse appears and, and I admit it, I get it.
[Speaker 1]
I’m screaming her because I already remember this from before, and I’m trying, and it goes along with the story. I’m gonna try to leave right, which doesn’t happen. That’s when I get bound with this opportunity stuff. So, I get screaming mad at this moment. And my wife’s, like a peacemaker, and you know, and she’s sitting there.
[Speaker 1]
And she’s sort of, like, in this Braxton Hicks, she’s sitting in the lobby. And, and I’m just like, okay, you know, and the woman’s perceiving me and I, I admit it, I was mad. I was elevated. And, uh, and this lady. And anyway, that’s what happens. She starts, she starts addressing it, is the Limestone psycho that you know that needs chemically and physically restrained.
[Speaker 1]
And you know, in her Lobby? And this is what the story is about because so? They, they, I think that I’m trying to get my wife into this triage. I want them to check her blood pressure, and I’m mad, and not only that, but it’s early in the morning, and I’m normally at the gym at this time.
[Speaker 1]
A bunch of coffee? And they start like utilizing me as though, like, you know, my, my me, is, like, I’m the problem, taking my blood pressure and stuff. And, and then I started really getting mad. I try to leave, but I’m forcibly detained, you know, I’m they’re not. They have this procedure in place.
[Speaker 1]
I’m not allowed to leave. And. So, anyway, there’s so much I could say about this, but we get really far into it, and my wife is going into labor. And. She, she won’t leave me, you know? I’m trying to tell her, like, so, yeah, technically. I’m detained this hospital.
[Speaker 1]
It’s this big thing. It’s going to take a long time to get me out of here. And, and, anyway, my wife won’t leave. We have this situation. I’m trying to order her a an Uber with with my phone, you know me and her, you know? In this room whatever, and there’s a lot of like, there’s a lot of like, you know, police, and stuff involved in this.
[Speaker 1]
And we’re in this room, and I’m ordering her an Uber and that black b**** comes. And sees that, and she weaponizes these male orderlies and the police officer and come and confiscate my phone. It’s not even a phone this is happening. I told to my wife put you put your phone in your pocket.
[Speaker 1]
Put your phone, so we get a little bit further into this, and there’s this chaplain going around. You know, whatever they have, they have us on suicide watch. Like, literally, just lacing out of there, and I’m trying to tell lay sitting out there. She won’t quite look at us, but she’s like, our, you know, they have her own suicide us on suicide.
[Speaker 1]
Watch whatever, because now we’re part of this pipeline where they do this huge thing through all these involuntary procedures on me. Whatever they’re going to get me like, committed, you know, because I’m insane, literally. They throw me on this pipeline. I kind of, you know, I can’t contemplate what’s happening.
[Speaker 1]
That’s why the other name of this whole thing is One Flew West. One flew, one flew East, One Flew last West. One flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, and like I told you that dream, and when I was walking out the door with my wife. When she was when she was in Braxton Hicks, I had to take this thing to the emergency room I picked up.
[Speaker 1]
Like, the cliff notes of one you know of Ken Cassie’s novel and talk with me because I knew that we’re doing this. This is happening. This is a Rick and Morty episode, but the high stakes won. So anyway, the whole point of this on one level just to get this baby born.
[Speaker 1]
Okay. So, she, she’s she’s crying. And we’re in this emergency room, you know, place. And there’s, I’m on suicide watch. And I can’t. And now my phone has been confiscated. Now, I’m just in a power struggle with this. B**** like, I told you, she’s like nerds ratchet trying to understand who’s nurse ratchet and and Ken Cassie like, but what he was on LSD, like Ken, Cassie, and and he’s talking about the way that the system works from the perspective of beginner’s mind.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, when it boils down to, if you really remember a lot about it is he’s in a power. He shows up at the insane asylum. Voluntarily because he’s trying to get out of the jail. He thinks it’ll be easier to do it with the old insane’s time, but once he gets committed there, he can’t escape from it, and he gets into this power struggle with his psych, you know?
[Speaker 1]
Crazy woman, nurse ratchet, and she, you know, and the other doctors by the point, one one to release him. They admit that he’s not even crazy, but she, there’s a great scene where she says, no, no, I want to keep him because I think I can help him well.
[Speaker 1]
How does she end up helping him? She gives him a lobotomy. That’s how it ends, right? And then, he has to be be killed by, you know, Chief broom. And it’s this horrible thing. So that’s kind of the situation I’m facing. This woman thinks she’s helping me. So, now, but she’s deploying, and she keeps doubling down because he gets more obvious, and my wife is begging for medical attention, and she’s saying that she’s dilated and on.
[Speaker 1]
Okay anyway, so we have her phone. And she she again. We just picked this back up. We’re getting, you know, trying to get in general and our family doctor on the phone, Etc. And this f*** retarded lady. Okay, this psych nurse, b*, she decides she keeps. You know, she’s in power, struggle with me.
[Speaker 1]
I’m trying to get us out of there, and she decides, and that she’s got a confidence. They figure out that we have another phone in there. Cake, and, and it’s my wife’s phone, and so this f woman, and you couldn’t make this up. She weaponizes the SWAT team against me.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, we have this thing over there in this Ravana and then with these. F, you know, paramilitary force that the private security forces, and it’s these men, and they keep marching. They do like they do like a they do like a rotate. Well, not rotation. Like, walk through, they’re walking the halls of the place, full pillar, paramilitary outfits, camo face mask, body Shields, you know, batons, and and?
[Speaker 1]
Guys! No kidding, you know? People told me later that this is involved with federal agencies with immigration stopped potentially. What happens these guys come in to take her phone and they’re not trying to exactly kill her or something, but I don’t know what’s happened. It happened so fast. These guys come in and they come in in this triangular formation.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, so with one guy’s leading, and then there’s two guys like a little bit behind him. Who are his backups and all they’re doing, they’re just coming in, and they’re just forcibly going to take this phone. And in their minds. You’re kind of taking it from me, but they’re taking it.
[Speaker 1]
She has her phone, she, she has it. And this guy comes in there and happens so fast. And this is this is where we get into this magical realism stuff because it, you know, all the stuff I’m talking about is like the way I’m describing. This is the way I’m perceiving it, which is, I’m experiencing it in in the world, but I’m also experiencing it in terms of archetypes and Consciousness, as it unfolds like the intentions of these different people, which is happening in their Consciousness, then the bodies are doing that okay.
[Speaker 1]
Like, I told you, I’m in a power struggle with this f woman. And anyway. So, these guys come in and it scares me. I can’t process what’s hatch just too much. I can’t process what’s happening, and there’s eye contact between me and this first leading officer, and like the amount of information was conveyed in that eye contact coming between him and my wife.
[Speaker 1]
And she goes into hysterics at this point. Okay, like literally, she’s already in this, and then she has this hypertensive crisis. Okay, we’re gonna get to that, but the first thing I’m talking about is this eye contact, and I like one of the things that Jordan Peterson says in his book is that men, their conversation is more real because they’re willing to escalate into physical violence.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, so we have non-verbal communication. I’m standing between this guy and our eyes meet. And basically what was conveyed was he’s conveying. We are taking the phone and I’m conveying you are going down first. You personally are going down first before your two buddies beat me to death you you.
[Speaker 1]
I’m talking about you. I, I’m I’m taking you down first. All conveyed and? One of the things I did in this Memoir at this point. If you really read it, it’s at that point. I tell a quick poem that I write. At that point, it’s about running, and I’m out in the woods running in case alone on the trails at night.
[Speaker 1]
It’s along the road, you know. This relates to it, not on the trails running and and everything’s fine going along bam. This f hot comes down and hits me with his claws, like knocks me off out. No way to see it coming. And in in, so it’s like that’s what I put in the poem at that point, because like your instincts just come to life, and it preempts your like intellect, so I convey that to this guy.
[Speaker 1]
My wife goes into hysterics. She’s still trying to be a peacemaker. She just gives him giving him the phone sort of and. But she’s in this hysterics and. Okay, and so that that’s happens okay, and this is where we get into these archetypes. And it’s interesting because, like so now.
[Speaker 1]
We’re talking about the Arc, the way to understand it. So? The archetypes like me, standing between her and these guys coming in there, the archetypal idea of that is real obvious. Okay, is this story. It means like the Gandalf. There’s a great scene where, like he’s standing on this precipice.
[Speaker 1]
This, you know? Bridge over kazadum. This balrog is attacking the the fellowship, and he stands between. He says, you shall not pass. Just over with, like Gandalf, is between them and this balrog. And the interesting thing, briefly, he’s supposed to be a God, right, a high-level God Yando, but the bar rug is the similar stature as him.
[Speaker 1]
It’s not as obvious. Daniel, you know, this is a thing, so I’m standing between him and her. That’s kind of archetype, the second one. This is where we get is narasimus stuff. Let’s talk about that real quick, so all this stuff about in in in the Christian stories and stuff, but specifically the ramayana, which is the story of Rama.
[Speaker 1]
It’s all about, like. Like, Consciousness, like, destroying ignorance, okay. It’s like men, it’s like stories, mythology, but it’s all about Consciousness. So when he destroys ravana, his demon. Briefly, there’s like this demon in the world. Okay, he gets more and more powerful, and it can never be destroyed. Has this magical stuff.
[Speaker 1]
It can never be destroyed by any weapon during the day or during the night. What is what is terrorizing the devotees of Krishna, so Krishna comes in the form of Nara simha avatara? Which is a particular Avatar, a ferocious lion. And it comes on this demon right as the night the bond breaks.
[Speaker 1]
It’s either night nor day, it’s right there, and it devours the demon with its claws and its fangs. This horrible Mass, you know, this really violent dismemberment because the demon couldn’t be destroyed by any weapons, and it’s like the claws and the fangs devour this thing. And it’s very violent story, but it, but it’s representing the idea.
[Speaker 1]
It’s like, it’s like a lions do stuff like that. To protect their Cubs, they become these ferocious. It’s, it’s, it’s. It’s, it’s tooth and Claw, you know. Nature is red in tooth and cloth. So anyway, that’s Nora Simha. And so the next archetypal thing that’s happening in my mind with all this is like, is like the idea from Game of Thrones.
[Speaker 1]
There’s just there’s this thing with Braun. Let’s talk about that real quick, so we have Braun, who’s this little boy? And he’s destined to become the king of the Seven Kingdoms or whatever. But at this point, he’s unconscious because he’s been attacked by the Lannister. They push him down.
[Speaker 1]
He’s laying in his bed. Then they send an assassin and they’ll kill him with a knife because he’s not quite dead. He’s in coma. But by some miracle. His mother happens on there an assassin with the knife is trying to stab her son, but she’s trying to protect her son, and she grabs the knife.
[Speaker 1]
It’s a special knife, and she has her knife, the blade of the knife wrapped in her hand. And trying to, you know, physically stop this guy from stabbing and it’s cutting through the tendons instead of her hands. So it’s like hope is all lost at this point. It seems like.
[Speaker 1]
But the problem is does not have similar stuff that’s interesting. Is that? It’s like hope unooked for comes, and what happens. So the idea of this whole thing they call them brand the broken is that he his body is broken. Now you know he eventually has to. He doesn’t have he’s paralyzed stuff, but his Consciousness is his transcendental Consciousness that can move into different bodies and stuff.
[Speaker 1]
So, one of the things in the in the Bhagavatam is that Krishna can just move, you know? Parma Atma, he is everybody. So he does these transitional things that you can’t anticipate. So, what happened earlier is that bran had formed this, you know, he had formed this thing with a dire wolf?
[Speaker 1]
Was this dog is called a dire wolf, a gigantic wolf dog who’s his personal, you know, protector, or whatever. That’s not appearing so far. In the scene, you forget about all that dire wolf stuff just at the moment that the all hope is lost in the assassins overpowering the mother.
[Speaker 1]
There’s just out of nowhere an explosion of ferocity that nobody saw coming. Where this wolf jumps up and just rips the throat out of the Assassins rips his throat out all at one one Fell Swoop. And assassin’s dad knife is dropped. Woman’s bleeding, you know, and the dog lays down next to Bran’s body and starts whimpering and putting his head on on Brandt something like that.
[Speaker 1]
And so, in, in my thing, that’s kind of that’s kind of how that’s kind of how this thing occurred. And so, it’s all it’s such a nightmare, and but at the last minute, there’s just hope I’m looked for, and what it was is the way I explained it at that point.
[Speaker 1]
You know, some of these archetypal things are like flashing through my mind, real quick, and the next one is the famous words of Krishna. Okay, try to understand. Who’s Oppenheimer this guy that, you know, is responsible for setting off atomic bombs? It’s just too much, and he studies the bhagavad-gita.
[Speaker 1]
It’s the only way you could possibly understand and, and he understands it at some level. Like, in that situation, it was his duty to set off these Atomic bombs, and he just incinerated children and stuff he studies about. You know, he learns this. He’s smart, he learns Sanskrit. There’s a verse that’s associated with Oppenheimer, where he quotes the words of Christian.
[Speaker 1]
Nobody can understand it, when, when? Explain it to Arjuna. One of the things that Krishna says, he says, I am death and the destroyer of your world. I am deaf and the Destroyer, and it’s like, how can it, you know, he’s trying to understand all this stuff? And it was like that, and there’s this archetype of this apartment bomb of spiritual intention.
[Speaker 1]
That’s just an atomic bomb of white. I don’t know how to describe it. They show it like with this white Atomic bomb that just a bomb of atomic bombers, spiritual intention, and all of there have all this stuff. And. So, you know, it’s hard to understand what happened, but basically like, you know, this chaplain comes.
[Speaker 1]
It’s all a big misunderstanding, and you know, and they forcibly inject me as part of my either. Let me go. They forcibly eject me with, like 150 milligrams of this drug of Seroquel. Okay. Quinnipation, and it’s like this power. That dosage literally put me down. It put down a polar bear that’s a retarded dosage.
[Speaker 1]
Then they act like, it’s all normal. They let us let us go the way I describe it into things like that bomb went off. All this stuff. It annihilated just. It’s just like this bomb of in Consciousness just annihilated. Okay, all of the concepts that are occurring in this section of Consciousness and and again, like, we talk about it with with krishna stuff.
[Speaker 1]
These archetypes, one of the things about Krishna in the battlefield. With Krishna. She says his thing is a, it’s like a hammer. It’s like the hammer of Thor, and he just reboots physicality. At some point, like the the Krishna is just like this thing. And it’s this masculine kind of a thing, you know, Force like the formation would be more like Rod hot.
[Speaker 1]
Krishna is the force of it, and he has his Hammer. And there’s these battles, sometimes happening the hammer of Christian it, and it just scatters all of the in-process things into dust, you know, and something like that happened with this atomic bomb. So they let us go, but basically, you know, and basically just real quick.
[Speaker 1]
I want to say all this. It’s like, um, what boils down to is they, just like, oh, it’s all become misunderstanding. Whatever let us go, they inject me with their f drugs. And now we’re out there, and I’ve got it just real quick. I’m going to say this, I, I, I, I had to drive her from where we are.
[Speaker 1]
I’m losing Consciousness, my body. I got a driver from where we are off the beach. What okay to go to a different place because by the one of the reasons they I’ve got a f thing with the psychic woman is that she’s trying to tell me, you know, we don’t deliver babies here because they, they’re so corrupted.
[Speaker 1]
There, they closed down the, you know, Obstetrician stuff, and so in her conscience. In her mind, she she. I’m in a powerful. I’m like, f* you. If you don’t deliver big, go get a f**** physician. Any physician is gonna help this woman, she in hypertensive crisis, and but the concept of this retards, you know, we don’t.
[Speaker 1]
We don’t do that. Okay, we don’t do that. And like I told you, and she she, she perceived that I’m a psycho. Gotta gotta physically detain me, and then we get this, you know, immigration status. You have to check on our immigration site with his ice this whole thing.
[Speaker 1]
It’s just retarded so briefly. I gotta drive up there, about 45 minutes north on the expressway. On 150 milligrams of a, you know of this set of antipsychotic and my body’s like moving in out of conscious? This is interesting. I hate to admit this, but I spent about, like, 10 years okay, chemically addicted to a drug called dextromethorphan.
[Speaker 1]
Okay, when I was younger and I worked up there in Beachwood. So, a thousand times, and I’m not bragging. I was drunk High, you know, going in out of work, but I was on dextromethorphan, which similar to, you know, ketamine, which is actually kind of similar to this disassociative.
[Speaker 1]
Uh, similar to this cat, you know, this? I’m physically driving her up there, and we get all the way up there, and I’m like, I’m having this like thing. Where are these dreams where I’m driving a car, but I’m so high up. I’m not in a car, and I’ve got to drive it anyway, but I can’t control it.
[Speaker 1]
And you know, so I’m going in, you know, I make it, and I keep thinking the whole way, and I was thinking myself for like 10 years. I practiced this driving up to myself to work, and I’m all these drugs. And then all, so I get her up there, and it’s just a f* Miracle this whole story you know is a f* Miracle, uh, that we got up there because they’re 150 million.
[Speaker 1]
I cannot believe I made. I’m going off the other side of the road once in a while. Like, literally. This big?
[Speaker 1]
Bigger hospital system all the way up in Cleveland with EMTs. And um? You get her up there and. Hold on one second. You know, just briefly. I’m telling about a story we grew up there, and um, you know, and and they’re able to, they’re able to, you know, save your life.
[Speaker 1]
And you know, and then, and then the baby is born this emergency procedure. But it goes into sepsis, and it gets you know. By the end of the whole thing, it comes, and, and it goes into the neonatal unit. They saved her life. They saved his life, you know.
[Speaker 1]
So we have obviously just briefly, I mean, say this. And I gotta go, but so we have, you know, like with, you know, a lot of this. It was so traumatic that we’re just now processing through it. And like I told you with my trauma counselor and fictionaliz? I’m only way I just described it.
[Speaker 1]
And it’s just such an absolute nightmare, but but, and, and not in, in our minds like that was, like, our son coming into this world. It’s our son coming into this world, and at a certain point, he just he was, like Nara simha was, was being born, you know, incarnating and his claws just annihilated the demon ravana.
[Speaker 1]
Just over with. So, then, as that plays out, you know with with the lawsuits and stuff you know with with with the with the corruption in the in that ravana place, and so anyway, to make a long story short with all this to get back to biographical aspect of it and grounded sense.
[Speaker 1]
Like, so, yeah, we’re putting our house on the market, you know, it’s so traumatic. We’re just literally a nice city. Is lyric selling our house and moving away? And you know, and processing through this, we want to get? We want to get to a different area, and uh, so the next chapter of all this is like, is it, you know, we’re on the way on?
[Speaker 1]
Way to working on our visas, and we’re going to Russia for six weeks, which is where our family is there. August family was my family briefly. I’ll talk about some of this, but I’m like, honorary Russian. We gotta take this kid to to Russia, where he’s from. You know always family is, and we’re going to spend our time there.
[Speaker 1]
Then, when we come back to the United States, we’re not come back to Ohio, you know, Damon Ravana and all that. It’s like, we’re just going the West Coast, which is, we’re originally from, and we’re gonna pick up the the story at that point, and the will give us wish us luck here with the house because we’re we have a realtor, you know?
[Speaker 1]
We’re trying to get this money apparent, supposedly, you know. It was complicated, but supposedly, we have something like 75, 000, or more of equity in this house. I’m hoping after all the fees and whatnot, then we can net 50 Grand. With this 50 grand can get us to Russia, okay for six weeks.
[Speaker 1]
And then, uh, we’re gonna establish ourselves on the west coast. And you know, there’s a Russian diaspora where we’re going. It’s important to us, you know, and my son’s bilingual. And, you know, and like I talked about, like, we have this awesome narcissima kid. It’s funny, but in our own minds, my wife and I, we, you know, we joke around at some of this.
[Speaker 1]
But, like, you know, basically, what this kid is. He’s, like, politically, he’s going to unite East and Western American Empire. Russian Empire will get into all that. I have a lot of Dreams you know about Putin and stuff and stuff stuff. Like being. It’s funny, just briefly. I’m gonna say it, like meeting Putin, and with all this and like, you know, kind of charming them, and what I actually say in the dream is, she’s, like, well, you were Russian, I said, absolutely.
[Speaker 1]
My wife’s a rush, and which makes me an honorary rush. And he laughs, I charm him, and he laughs as his authentic self and laughed and blushes, and I’m just escorted, you know, directly into the country with open arms. So, I’m personally doing that. You know, I’ve been a lot of places internationally.
[Speaker 1]
It’s very played with China, went out but never been to Russia, but but you know, we’re doing that. And so, we’ll talk a lot more about that in subsequent chapters. This chapter, like I mentioned, is called. Don’t take your dead dog over to demon ravana hospital or whatever, you know, resting b**** face, black women, you know.
[Speaker 1]
They’ll tell you the funny story I tell about theirs, like from a different one, but she’s like, she’s so f** up, you know. It’s like this girl comes at me one time. This black girl, she’s like, hi, I’m Jezebel. I’m like, what the f, I’m like, okay. Hi Jezebel, don’t call me Jeb.
[Speaker 1]
Well, that’s my slave name. Okay, that that’s what you’re dealing with. Sometimes, it’s like, what the f*** am I supposed to do with that? Well, I’m dealing with a woman like that got in power struggle should position, so we have stuff with the mm Ama to, you know, try to remove the light, you know, get the license, his revolts.
[Speaker 1]
A couple of these people related that botched the procedure of my wife’s placenta, you know, you know, a couple of other people involved in this, these doctors, and then with a with some sort of, you know, negotiated settlement, potentially. I’m counting on the 50 Grand inequity of the house, but it’s possible there’s negotiated settlement out of it, um.
[Speaker 1]
So anyway, the chapter is called operajeet, which again cannot beat Krishna. Consciousness cannot be bound. You’re exposed?
[Speaker 1]
Opposed to the stories of Krishna Divine Leela from Bhagavatam, then you get into these archetypes. So, anyway, that that’s that another name of the chapter. Don’t take your dead dog to demon Ravana hospital. Uh, incarnation of narasamha, avatara, and, uh, you know, the we’re talking about the different names a thousand names of issue.
[Speaker 1]
One of the primary names of Krishna? Krishna is like the name of everything, which is like this name of, you know, everything is within there, but one of the primary names is Opera G. Which means cannot be bound undefeatable, one? So anyway, uh, that’s, that we’re we’re, uh, working on, wish us luck the house.
[Speaker 1]
See what kind of equity we can get out of the house, and uh. I’m gonna pick up the story, uh, in the subsequent chapters, which talk about this Goodwill tour. We’re going on with the, you know, Soviet Union, and you know, uniting the Empires I’m working on my Russian a little bit with Duolingo, but, but by the time, you know, it’s gonna take a while for us to get there, but by the time, hopefully the kid is.
[Speaker 1]
He’s been raised, bilingual, and uh. And then, then we’ll pick up the story from there and then, similar to what prabhupada did went to Russia. And then we’re going to arrive back on the United States. Like, again, we’re going to be on the west coast, which is a whole different level.
[Speaker 1]
So, uh, Hari Krishna have a nice day, everybody. I love you guys and always remember what we say in vaishnavism and Krishna Consciousness movement, please chant Hare Krishna and be happy! Love you guys. Amen.